well...as i've mentioned in my earlier post, i was to elaborate about the
gossips people out there have created about me
i shall begin with the worst one ever
it happened in the year 2009, i was in form 5, studying in school x
i will not name the school here because the school has a very good reputation
in both academics and extra curicular activities.
its just that only a few teachers there that are busybodies, in particular 3
teachers
i will name them as teacher1, teacher 2 and teacher 3
i will also not mention their names here because i still respect them
even after the things they had done to me
well, it began in the month on august 2009
all of us in my class were busy with our preparations for our SPM trial exam
my class had always been the most studious of all and not to mention
the noisiest in the entire school
but we excelled academically and also in all other aspects that a student should
all of us are very competitive just to get better grades than the other
one fine day in that august mid-morning, i went downstairs with a friend of mine
to meet a teacher to ask doubts on a particular topic
as i was roaming the school corridors "hunting" for this teacher, suddenly the
teacher in charge of students' affairs interrupted my searchy stroll
she called me to her room....
i politely obeyed her request and went into her room
she told me to take a seat and of course i did(i was glad to sit down my legs
were so painful after walking up and down the stairs for half an hour looking
for the teacher i wanted to see)
but, in my mind, i was wondering why did she call me??
then she spoke..
she said that teacher 1 has complained about me not attending tamil language
classes held after school hours
she also mentioned that teacher 1 also said that i did not respect her when i
enter her class each time 1 go
she said that this teacher 1 mentioned that i do not ever ask her permission
to enter the classroom if i'm late and also i did not ever greet her whenever
i entered her class
i was angry with the accusation of course!!
because i never intended to take up tamil as an extra subject in SPM right
from the start of form 4 itself. I intended to take Tasawwur Islam
which is a better and much more easier subject to study
that was the reason why i did not go to tamil language classes held after school
plus, my mother had already went to meet this teacher 1 way earlier before she
lodged this complain mentioning that i will not be attending tamil language
classes anymore as i will not be taking it in the actual exam
and teacher 1 said
"ok..no problem"
then, in form 5, out of the blue, my aunt and uncle showed up one night in my house
they advised and persuaded me to take up tamil language as an extra subject
because..i quote their phrase
"you can go overseas you know.."
so, i decided to listen to their advice
then, i started attending these classes.
but, the time these classes are held changes consistently
one day its at 2pm and another its at 3 pm
and whenever i asked my classmates..they shake their head and say
"i dunnolah..."
i even went to their respective houses just for the sake of getting teacher 1's
house telephone number but no one gave it to me
they lied that they didn't have it
so, my father said let's go to her house
and we did.
the best part was, she was at home, her kitchen door was open and apparently
she was cooking
but, when she saw me and my mother ringing her doorbell, she pretended as if she
did not hear the bell and closed her kitchen door
she never came out till after we ahad left
that proves that she is guilty already and that she had lied about me when
she had lodged that complain to the teacher in charge of students' affairs
the following day, apparently very guilty, teacher 2 mentioned that i
should come see her each week to ask her when the tamil language class be held
that week
and so i did
but, she too lied...she not only mentioned the wrong times to me but she
accused that i was a very rude person and that i don't know how to respect elders
she said that when teacher 3 comes every afternoon to school for his afternoon
session classes with his forms 1 and 2 students, i block his way and also
stand at exactly the spot where he intends to park his motorcycle
she did also say that i did not even greet him whenever he passed by me
but, as far as i remember, each time he passed by, i will say "vanakkam"(good afternoon)
and yet she can accuse me of that!!!
plus, my mother went to talk to teacher 2 one day,
this teacher was very rude to my mother as well
she said that i only get good marks in tamil language paper because i go
for tuition classes. She said that tuition teachers simply give mean A
just for the money that i pay to them every month
she said that i don't deserve an A and that i do not deserve to hold the
important post(the post that i have in school which i won't mention) that i
have in school
and all i could do was cry
plus, this problem did not stop just here, teacher 1,2 and 3 went around
gossiping about me to people and news about me even went to other schools
when my friends from other schools told me about this, i just kept quiet
i didn't want to fight back or yell at them even because i knew at that time
i had far more pressing matters to attend to which was my SPM exam
its my future..these people inteded to distract me but i did not..
i knew their plans..so..i kept quiet and prayed hard
i prayed that they will someday be punished for their sins
and i studied hard...
when the results were announced...i was thankful to God that i received
straight A's!!!
but..i saw fire burn on the faces of these people who wanted to ruin my life...
